I dreamed a dream

I must encourage everyone to deeply look inside their hearts, souls, emotions and to LOOK for THEMSELVES, look for their REAL IDENTITY. Find what You want to do the most, what gives You wings and what makes You fly.
Me, I always wanted to sing. It's been like that from my early childhood. But... I never found the courage to do some concrete steps in order to make my dream come true. I was too shy, oversensitive, unprepared... There were a few outcomings, some contests, one group where I sang..but it all didn't last.
I am turning 30 this year. And I know that this is it... I can still sing while driving, while being in forests, in mountains...of course I can. And yep, I even have a karaoke microphone at home ! ;-). But "after the show" silence remains and my dead soul which lived as long as the music played and I sang...


BUT... they say hope dies last...Remember this lady ? :




I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

And still I dream he’d come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed